(always has been my fave photo of us)
Sa buhay na to, madaming bagay ang mangbabasag satin ng solid. Madaming bagay ang makakapagpalungkot satin ng todo-todo. At ang natutunan ko sa lahat ng yun? Hanapin ang saya sa bawat lungkot. Piliting tanggapin kahit di maunawaan. Piliting tumayo kahit mahirap. At ang pinakamahalaga..pahalagahan ang sarili upang di na tuluyang masira, mawalan ng halaga.
Naiintindihan ko na kung bakit ako nasasaktan. Yun ay upang mapalaya ang isang tao para maging masaya siya. Minsan kasi, kailangan mong masaktan o makasakit..para makalaya. Para mas maging masaya. That’s life’s worst irony, I think.
Sabi nga ng isang kaibigan, di naman talaga mapagbiro ang tadhana. Kaya nga TADHANA. Nakalaan na. Nakatakda na.
I just wish him to be happy. Even if it’s not with me. As cliche as it sounds, sa tingin ko totoo yun. Oo masakit, makitang mas masaya sya sa iba. Pero mas okay na yun. Kesa ipilit ang sarili ko sa isang tao na di na masaya sa akin. Oo masakit, pero one day..lahat ng sakit, lahat ng pait, magiging alaala nalang. :)
I will miss him. I miss him. But I let him go. Because he needs it to be fully happy and free.
Remember the times when we said
Our love would never end
I do, I still love you
My love is true, only for you
And now, I never thought it would be
Your love would all disappear for me
I am to blame
All that I know, there’s so much pain
I just have to accept your goodbyes
I just have to accept even though my heart cries
I accept, when you said to me
That our loves not meant to be
Guess from now on
All I can do is accept
You gave me those sweet memories
Times when it’s still you and me
Each day, I’m holding you near
All of our dreams, all seems so clear
And now, all those dreams are all gone
Now that it’s all said and done
It’s true, that our love is through
Now I’m alone
Guess I’m alone
You said I’ll be forever
No more goodbyes, ever, never
Now that you’re gone
I’ll have to go on
Went on a date with Mr. O last Sunday and this was my #ootd. Funny thing is, Mr.O’s wearing all black too. Feels like we are really meant to be. LOL
It’s been a while since we went on a real date. I mean, yes we go to SM every after work to have our favorite cheese roll from French Baker (aaaah really ang sarap nun!) or have dinner on My Singapore Foodstreet (another favorite restau on our list!!) This time around, we went on every store, every aisle, ever corner of Market-Market. We dine at Sbarro, went to BGC, had coffee, went on a sports store (you know, being the fit couple that we are haha). We really had a good quality time together. Mr. O asked me if we could do it every payday because it feels really good.
We found this awesome painting on piles of books at Fullybooked. They were on sale and the line was crazy! I wasn’t able to buy anything :(
And the best thing about this date? Finding Barney’s Playbook and actually holding it. I can’t describe the feeling!!! Just….awesome! :3 And don’t you think this book suits Mr. O soooo well? I do! Hahaha! Bagay na bagay! :p
Can’t wait to go on our next date! :)